You Can't Expect Too Much

I'm a girl who has so many dreams about my love story, my life story, and of course about my future and I'm sure that every girls are love to dream too. Yes girl! Never stop dreaming.

I was a girl who just graduated from high school, I have so many friends and me and my girls were planning to go to Sydney together for the next step of our life. We heard that a lot of people go to Sydney for a better life, which means if you go to Sydney you can find any job there and self-sustaining without hanging on with your parents and that made me so interested. Almost everyday I was thinking about that and how to go there, I even thought about if can go there I will work so hard, find a job in a cafe and learn so many things so I can open one cafe on my own (you know, dream girl) and of course helping my dad when I have so much money.

It wasn't easy, it was so many struggles and problems when I wanted to apply for the visa and one of them was because my parents didn't have money to support me. Day by day I kept waiting and finally I gave up, no more thought about go to Sydney and that moment I was afraid that I won't do or be anything in my whole life while all my friends were about to start their course in the college so without thought about the negativity and positivity, I was straight away enrolled myself to a college which I don't even like and I took Secretary course which I didn't even know what do I gonna study about. After that, did everything change? Nope. Was I happier? Nope. Did I study seriously? Nope. But yes I met some new friends and yes I'm being more bitchy. One more thing, did I finish my course? NOPE.

Anyway, some of my friends got to go Sydney and I was so sad because of the long distance but of course we still contacted to each other. They got their part time job and enjoyed their school while I woke up late everyday, did nothing, went to college with lazy face, and copied every assessments. But after I realized that I was so useless, I decided to looking for a job and then I got one. Again, didn't stay long and it was only 2 months. I got bored with the job and also because I don't like my boss. Monday meets Monday again, my life was just going like that. After all, did I finally got to go to Sydney? Yes. It will be continue to the next part ...

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